Okay Okay, fine ... Yes, I am aware that July was the last time I blogged anything ... Yes I am aware that it is now November ... and yes, I am also aware that it has been about four months that you have had to go without this type of random reading material.
I'm not going to use the excuse that I've been busy, because, well, we know each other pretty well, I'll be honest with you ... I have just been really lazy lately.
Now, I think that the last time I posted anything, it was about websites and my scrapbook/journal/bucket list all in one and some other stuff. (I don't actually have that great a memory, I cheated and looked back at my posts)
ANYWAY, I thought that this one could be about where I'm at at the moment.
In regards to my bucket list/scrapbook/journal ... I've added 2 new pages, one with a picture of my hand with an arrowhead, and the other with 'hello' in 10 different languages! I'm quite proud of them, if I do say so myself.
Previously, I've also posted about my insane and passionate love of Architecture. Now, don't get me wrong, I still really adore it and appreciate it ... turns out it wasn't really the career for me though.
I know what your thinking ... 'Argh, she's changed her mind yet again' ... this, in fact, is not the case (entirely anyway) I've always had a (borderline unhealthy) obsession with film. I've been watching the special features of anything I can get my hands on since I can remember.
I used to be told, "don't worry about how its made, just watch and enjoy the movie for what it is" .. but no, I couldn't leave it alone could I.
i wanted to see HOW they made the sets of Harry Potter, HOW they made it look like real magic, HOW they created the maelstrom in Pirates of the Caribbean 3, HOW they created non existent creatures. I was completely hooked.
Anyway, moving back to my story, I really think that I've found what I want to do (don't laugh at me, or if you do I don't care either way) I want to direct films ... and you'll probably say "well yeah sure, she said she knew what she wanted to do last time" ... but this time, my guts telling me that I'm right.
And what sort of person am I if I don't make mistakes or change my mind, nobodies perfect, and I am comfortable with who I am and I know what I want to do ... and I think that its all totally achievable if I work hard and I'm committed to it.
No pictures today on account of the fact that I don't have any that would go with this post ... I could take some of the new pages in my scrapbook thingy, but I can't be bothered to at the moment. I will in the next post ... just remind me!
